The deep dark ugly black hole

18 Dec

I blew it and i cheated. I went to the pharmacy to pick up an early pregnancy test to test on friday and then he ended up telling me about a test that can tell you if youre pregnant upto 5 days past intercourse. I looked at him and said forreal?? Is that even possible? He said yeab ofcourse! After a lot of back and forths with my brain i decided to test for the heck of it. To prove the test wrong? To prove me wrong? A little bit of everything. Ofcourse the test came back negative. I didnt ovulate and i didnt get pregnant. I dont wanna tell my husband, i wont kill the beautiful idea in his head that i might be carrying our baby for a few more days until i hear from my doctor about my progesterone test. I will now sink into my deep, dark hole of depression. Excuse me if i do.

One Response to “The deep dark ugly black hole”

  1. steph50 December 18, 2012 at 10:15 pm #

    It’s way too early to test, my friend! Don’t get upset yet!

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