Blastocyst Transfer

26 Apr

Last night I was having period cramps that made me pretty restless all last night. I didn’t get a full night of sleep. I also dreamt that I was driving and started bleeding. Period blood. Ofcourse that had me waking up today very anxious and nervous. We went in…got all ready…they showed us a picture of our little blastocyst and then did the transfer. The transfer was very quick and painless…and I teared up when I saw our little candy muffin. I couldn’t believe that was hubs and I together. Our dream…right in front of my eyes. When I ran out to finally pee after holding in my urine…I almost cried because I felt like my embie got flushed down. How am I to be sure that it didn’t fall?! A mothers instinct already kicked in and I feel like I have to protect it. I’m also trying so hard not to hold my breath. I’m not counting down when the due date would be. I’m not going daydream about what will happen next. I will not get too excited about this…but I will always give all my love to my little candy muffin. I just can’t believe that’s the closest I’ve been to ever being pregnant…even if it doesn’t work. My life will literally end for the next two weeks. I will be stumped and not sure how to go in with my life..

8 Responses to “Blastocyst Transfer”

  1. hopingonhope April 26, 2013 at 8:27 pm #

    Don’t worry, everything will be fine. You’ve come so far, just 2 more weeks and then all joy is yours.

  2. jbella74 April 26, 2013 at 8:28 pm #

    My thoughts are with you, sending positive vibes your way!

  3. prettycuteovaries April 26, 2013 at 10:54 pm #

    I so completely and totally hope with all of my heart and soul that this is your time! I’m thinking of you a lot! I hope these two weeks go by quickly!

    PS – after reading your post about OHSS yesterday I had a crazy dream that I had OHSS! It was nuts! I hope your cramping subsides soon. Much love and baby dust for you!

  4. newtoivf April 26, 2013 at 11:34 pm #

    Everything crossed for you x

  5. katherinea12 April 27, 2013 at 1:52 am #

    Best of luck and hopes for you, your husband, and the little one!

  6. Eggs&Hope April 27, 2013 at 7:58 am #

    Keeping fingers and toes crossed for you! Stay positive x

  7. lamentingthelentil April 27, 2013 at 6:38 pm #

    Thinking about you, friend. Lot’s of good vibes coming your way!

  8. SM April 27, 2013 at 7:57 pm #

    I’ve got everything crossed for you, friend!

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