Thank you <3

6 May

Words can’t begin to explain how thankful and happy I am for all the love I received from you all yesterday. I really felt very sad that I couldn’t get myself to enjoy this wonderful gift I’ve been given so far- and let me explain further why. My cousin that has PCOS, can get pregnant naturally. She started ovulating normally on metaformin…but she miscarried 3 times and now she has to be on a year break from trying. That automatically made me think that this is something hereditary and that I will probably face just as much heartache, if not even more. And there is a medical reason behind my worries- it’s the dreadful PCOS. But I am doing my best- I’m eating as healthy as I can, staying away from any form of smoke- resting enough and TRYING to be as calm as possible. Sometimes I talk to it and tell it I love it…but I’m still in shock and trying hard not to get too attached and fall to much in love- just in case. I know I shouldn’t do this. You all are right, I should enjoy it for what it is now, and love it to death because I don’t know what tomorrow holds…it might be me holding my baby. I still worry every second, have anxiety about it…but I read all your comments several times to let it hit me…I need to be a little less worried about tomorrow.

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The amount of love I have for you all is indescribable. No one really knows what I’m going through except all of you- and as hard as it is hearing a pregnancy announcement (believe me, been there, done that), the amount of love and support I received from you all was unbelievable. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You all are my rock- and I really pray one day I read a pregnancy announcement from each of you and share happiness with you and your families. From the bottom of my heart…thank you to everyone for your sweet words and messages ❤ may we all have a positive sign soon!

11 Responses to “Thank you <3”

  1. Lauren May 6, 2013 at 3:45 am #

    I am planning on being there every step of the way!

    • bloggerkuwait May 7, 2013 at 9:25 pm #

      Love you for everything! How are you doing? How did your last appointment go? Did you start meds yet?

  2. springchicken2 May 6, 2013 at 4:31 am #

    Just read your news today!! So happy for you!

  3. SM May 6, 2013 at 5:18 pm #

    I’m here for you through it all! It’s a long tough road ahead but we’re here for you!

  4. bustedoven May 6, 2013 at 7:07 pm #

    SO SO SO excited for your pregnancy!!! Congrats on a sticky bean and best of luck!

    • bustedoven May 6, 2013 at 7:08 pm #

      I meant “Congrats and best of luck on a sticky bean.” I’m a little dyslexic today!

      • bloggerkuwait May 7, 2013 at 9:24 pm #

        Haha! Thank you SO much!! 🙂

  5. mandy1981 May 7, 2013 at 12:27 am #

    Oh my goodness, I’m always so late to the news, but wow!!! Congratulations!! So excited for you, and hoping you have more good news to share. Will be thinking of you!!

    • bloggerkuwait May 7, 2013 at 9:23 pm #

      Thank you so much! I hope the good news continues too…holding my breath! Thank you for all the support xo

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