12 Weeks

1 Jul

We have officially entered into the 12 week mark. I can’t believe it, I really didn’t think it would happen. I thought that my odds were better off with me having a miscarriage. I mean, it’s very hard to get a positive on your first IVF cycle, so I’m def bound to have something terrible happen along the way! I just kept counting down until Sundays appointment to make sure bambino was fine because I had done something I shouldn’t of done beforehand. I’m scared to even share it in here from the judgements I might get! I actually bought nursery furniture *gasp*!!!! Yes. I can’t believe I did it either, and hubs didn’t want to. Here’s what happened, for fun about 2 weeks ago I started looking at baby stuff to get an idea of pricing etc. and then I found the one furniture set that I’ve always in my mind wanted to get for my baby- but it was on sale (amazing sale!) and about to be discontinued. I went through it a million times with myself, and the truth is as much as I would hate to buy anything now when it’s waaaaay too early, I would hate myself if I let this go. Let me give you an idea, a 3 piece set of crib, wardrobe and dresser with some accessories was about the same price as one nice crib somewhere else. The whole thing the same price as just a crib!! Finally I thought to myself, if this baby isn’t meant to live, it could die at 6 months or even at birth, and not necessarily just now. I was afraid I was still jinxing bambino though, my heart was aching. I still havnt received the furniture yet, and again I know it’s still early, but I couldn’t let it go. If something happens, I hope our future baby either way will sleep in it. Fml moment that im still even judging myself over it.

Onto our 12 week scan! Bambino looked wonderful! The doctor said I know you’re so worried, but I see your placenta and here’s your baby, this time bambino was sleeping. Had a stable heartbeat of 154 bpm. It made me relieved. I didn’t kill my baby with my purchasing of nursery furniture!

Now I have to wait a whole month until I have another ultrasound. I don’t know how ill do it, I constantly think of the worst things happening and I just hate it. Hopefully though, a month from now, we will be finding out the gender of the baby, if bambino cooperates 😊

15 Responses to “12 Weeks”

  1. redbluebird July 1, 2013 at 1:33 pm #

    Adorable pic of your baby πŸ˜‰
    I completely understand the worry about “jinxing” it, but I’m pretty sure that’s not actually a thing. What will happen will happen. And your baby has to sleep somewhere, so I’m glad you’re starting to shop!

    • bloggerkuwait July 5, 2013 at 8:38 am #

      I think you’re right! They’re assembling the nursery as we speak! πŸ™‚

  2. Fertility Doll July 1, 2013 at 4:37 pm #

    Beautiful pic x

  3. theauthoress July 1, 2013 at 7:01 pm #

    Aww sleepy bambino! Adorable! Do post a picture of the furniture once you set it up! Praying all continues to go well. Enjoy!

  4. SM July 2, 2013 at 12:57 am #

    Twelve weeks already?! That’s great! I totally get the jinxing thing. If we hadn’t been fostering I don’t think I would have a crib or any other baby things yet. It’s just hard to really look at baby stuff and imagine that it will all work out. But whatever will be will be! Keep shopping!

    Also, your comments aren’t showing up on my actual blog for some reason. Every now and then WordPress will refuse to let me moderate your comments so I can’t approve them. I’m still getting them though! It just doesn’t want to show up on the post. It’s really weird!

    • bloggerkuwait July 5, 2013 at 8:40 am #

      Crazy right?! Don’t worry about it, the most important thing is that you get them and read them 😊

  5. Lauren July 2, 2013 at 1:29 am #

    Oh honey! This makes me so excited that you are embracing the hope of this baby! I am fully confident that you will carry to term. I must consider that I’ve thought about decorating a nursery….and I’m not even pregnant yet! I think you are letting bambino know that you are planning for his/her arrival. That can only be good!

    • bloggerkuwait July 5, 2013 at 8:41 am #

      You’re so sweet! Thank you 😊 you’re right, I will embrace it and love it to death…positive thoughts positive thoughts! For both of us!

  6. expectantmummy July 2, 2013 at 9:23 am #

    Yey! Scan looks wonderful! I wouldnt worry too much about the furniture, if baby is meant to be here it will be πŸ™‚ We bought our pram when 8 weeks pregnant because it was discontinued and I couldnt handle losing it, and shock horror its been in the nursery in its box since x

    • bloggerkuwait July 5, 2013 at 8:42 am #

      You’re so right, thank you for your message. Embrace it and love it, and I’m so happy you’re fully pregnant now and that it didn’t jinx your baby πŸ™‚

      • expectantmummy July 7, 2013 at 9:48 am #

        hehehe no definitely didnt jinx the little madam, 31 weeks on tuesday and beating me up every day! πŸ™‚ xxxx

  7. prettycuteovaries July 13, 2013 at 2:53 pm #

    Yay!! What a beautiful picture!!! I can’t tell you how so SO happy I am for you! πŸ™‚

    • bloggerkuwait July 16, 2013 at 2:24 pm #

      You’re the sweetest, I’m so happy were around the same time in our pregnancy together ❀

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